what can I do

Today I meet a trouble, which is caused by the english blog,of course, my mom treat me as a baby,and she don't allowed me to talk too much in the blog,So I made it can only be seen by myself. And it is a unbearable feeling,really,I'm feeling bad.But I'm find a home,with only one person,that me.At least, I'm trying to talk with myself, to touch me deep soul,my feeling come with the words,and I'm hinding behind the computer and knock down my concern.Actuality I don't know what I'm saying, and I will insist on write it, after all it's my life