what can I do

Today I meet a trouble, which is caused by the english blog,of course, my mom treat me as a baby,and she don't allowed me to talk too much in the blog,So I made it can only be seen by myself. And it is a unbearable feeling,really,I'm feeling bad.But I'm find a home,with only one person,that me.At least, I'm trying to talk with myself, to touch me deep soul,my feeling come with the words,and I'm hinding behind the computer and knock down my concern.Actuality I don't know what I'm saying, and I will insist on write it, after all it's my life

we all give up

at last , we all give it up. i mean try to struggle against the unfair dormitory assignment. the reasons are not hard to understan.one is they, our university leaders compared with five postgraduates , are too strong, the other is we, the five girl are too small.and weak. they are so strong and worldly-wise, that won't change the assignment finished already, or they would face more troubles, such as applications like this from other students.the so-called small and weak is that there are five girls rather than one , everyone has their own ideas and don't want to be the leader. then , different person has different demand.so we can't form a strong agreement , no to mention strugglling for it against the university.maybe it is doomed to fail. yes that is china, that is china's mangagement, that is our chinese.

wavy hair

it takes me almost a day to deal with the hair at last it becomes wavy hair. this is the first time i try wavy hair . but there are some troubles in the process. and though with new image , i still calm and don't feel happy at all. the reason clear up the hair is the wedding celebration which i have to attend tomorrow. oh , forger it ! after all i have made it! may be the style is not bad!

want to drink

there is a saying "as soon as is drunk, all will be settled". i really want to know what i look like and what i would say if being drunk. today i know that one friend become the mum of a fresh baby. it is the period of 80's marriage and many friends have been the wife and mum. however i am still like a little girl . when not happy or tired , i would like to relax and play games. maybe many married ladies envy the style of girl's life, but i don't what i could say!just want to drink and forget all , or tell all what is in the mind out without knowing!

Unusual Weather

It is very cold today, and the temprature may drops below zerocentidegree. The winter is really comes. When I got the office, took off my raincoat, I was surprised that there was a piece of ice on it. Maybe it was too cold, so that the rain built into the ice block after it dropped on my raincoat. A few minutes ago, there were so many crystal ice dropping down outside, and they beat the window. We can heard the sound of "pi-pi-pa-pa".(How to say it exactly? Dear friends, please help me.) It was a little unnormal. But now we can see the beautiful snowflake flying in the air. That is great! I think it will last for a longer time than last time.

trip to beijing

i am glad to be informed to attend a seminar about the balanced development of primary education in city and countryside. in fact i got the message that there would be a pofessional discussion 2 monthes ago and was asked to prepare a paper for it by the tutor. it took me 1 month to collect materials and another 15 days to improve it . and then i sent it on time to the organization.this evening i receive the formal call from capital normal university that i will be invited to the workshop and give a short lecture in the discussion. it is my pleasure!it could be told to mum tomorrow as a small birthday gift.  i am so happy that feel a little anxious! anyway i will prepare for it!

Traffic and other

The traffic in Shanghai is so terrible, even the subway system is unreliable. This morning, again, I heard the unwilling words¡± please wait for several minutes because of the temporary adjustment, sorry and please be patient". So I "patiently" waited for more than 10 minutes and was late. What can we do in this kind of rush time? Get up earlier?I really admire one of my colleagues who need only 5 hours sleep time per day. When she told me that she got up at 6 every morning and had enough tine to enjoy her fancy breakfast and tea, I was crazy. God, please be mercy! If your majesty can not give me enough time to sleep, please give me the ability to satisfy myself with such poor sleep time...

Am I outstanding enough?

If I heard the sentence when I was in the college, I maight be confident about the said "habbit". However, I just heard it in today's morning in a palce where was full of  excellent girls. The sentence was told by Miss. Xie:"Excellence is a habbit!"To tell truth, I was shocked when I heard it this morning. I read this sentence before. But I hadn't been impressed too much. Why did I get shocked this time? Because I realised I'm walking in company with some superior mates. What I was proud of before I knew them becomes  too trivial to mention now. I shall do my best to improve myself. I can be the last one , but I must win a "habbit" in the future.

My long journey

   Half an years ago, I went to henan province xinxiang city --my elder sister's home to take care of her. Staied there for one month, after her baby was born, I left for xi'an to continue my work. One month later, I went to harbin to found my boyfriend. Staied there for almost four month, had nothing to do. One week ago, I came to qingdao with my boyfriend and his parents.........  I don't want to go anywhere any more, but they said " we will move to mudanjiang two weeks later then come back...." Doing nothing makes me crazy, I want to end this kind of life, but i left my diploma in my home and no company need a staff who only can work for a short time. I love travelling , but not this kind of , no money  to see the landscape, have no fun.  I really know how important of money now.  

I have a dream...

I have a dream that one day I will be working in a soaring skyscraper. People around me are all highly educated people with good manners. I have a dream that one day I will own a house near the sea. Every night I could fall into sleep to ocean waves. And when I wake up in the morning, the sun is just rising over coastline. All the room is full of bright, fresh sunshine.I have a dresm that one day I will have a small family which has my darling ones. In holiday evening, we couple could lie on the lawn with our lovely little girl running around, catching butterflies.I have a dream that one day the globe would be clean again. Less polution. Less crimes.I have a dream that one day I could travel around the world. To see all brilliant locations. To see people of all skin colors living in harmony. All places and countries I passes are in peace and far from poverty. I have a dream that when I get old, my dear ones are still in good shape. I, myself, a elegant lady. No gossip, no complain, no quarraling. Less pains and troubles. I have a dream when I dies, people who know me only remember the happiness I have brought to them. They weeps yet smiles...